Journey

Wanted to write this post yesterday night but I was way too tired. Like, seriously weih... Never been that tired for a very long long time d, mentally as well as physically. Went out to have a dinner with college gang at KJ, right after a pretty hectic day at Ikea. And went to Blizt after that for an hour game. Reached home almost 1 in the morning, and out of sudden, I wish it so hard that I could go travel at this moment. Which then created the FB status yesterday - 好想去旅行... 

March has been a very challenging month to me, apart from working 6 days a week (3 days at office and another 3 at Ikea, so practically I'm left with a short day to rest), all the r/ship problems are still haunting me. Im, really tired. And I reckon a good time at traveling will set me free, at least for a moment.

In fact, I hate that I have to pretend it doesn't matter or bother me. I hate that I still think about it. I hate that deep down in me, I still care. And most importantly, I hate that my emotions have gotten the best of me. I'm a very emotional type of guy and my emotion affects me a lot. I know it's bad to let it control me, but I'm still coping. Raising EQ is definitely one of the aim of this year, apart from making myself happy.

All these photos, taken during the travel period, ops wait, I s'ppose I shall call it a 'journey' instead of 'travel' in the future as I realize, it is more appropriate to use the term journey - because all these while, it seem like I could learn something, I see more, I feel more, I want more. It's a journey, not only physically, but also a journey to ze mind.

2 years ago - Penang.

2010 - Ipoh

2010 as well - Cameron

2010 - Truly one of my favorite shot after so long. Melbourne, Brighton Beach.

2010 - Melbourne Great Ocean Road.

Last year July - Tai Chong.

Somehow I miss this trip, very much.

Me, with Taipei 101. 

一旦染上旅行的瘾， 即便再穷都要去旅行。于我而言， 活着就为了见一见阳光，见识这个世界上善良的，可爱的人，看看旖旎和壮阔的风景。


去旅行吧。 人，应该要趁着年轻去流浪，义无反顾。


当我回想起某段旅行，那定格在记忆里的微笑，那一个个浮现的脸孔， 终令我无法忘怀， 持续好久。


我想， 这就是旅行吸引人的地方吧。“

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! Too much negative posts recently yo. Well, time for a little bit sot plak normal post. Worked for six hours today, and at counter for only ten minutes - spent 3 hours plus at corporate sales and the rest chit chatting with others. LOL Zue is back!!! but too bad today is her last day since classes are commencing soon =/ Anyway, had a very hectic day, the place is way too crowded with all ze parents with kids who are on holidays now obviously. urghhhhh mafan kiddo running here and there. Almost bang someone of them with my trolleys. 

Bahahahahaha! random thought of last week work - A malay customer came, and his bill was about 1000, then he passed me 250 and ask: berapa I dah bagi you? (while counting the rest of cash).

me: 两百五. 

 him: harr? 

Me: 两百五

(then myself burst into laughing there at the counter, just like a moron)

okay. I know that was lame. very very lame.

Tired shit. Sleeps before 1am almost everyday now. Gettin back to the healthy lifestyle I s'ppose =)

I can't love you as a lover, then I'll like you as a friend.

;)

Lettin' go

Was up for yesterday late night to support Chong Wei in the final, even tho I was drop dead tired whatssap-ing while watching it was fun! Too bad the injury is getting severe and he couldn't take it anymore, and lastly, forfeited himself from the game.

Hmmph. I realize something from it indeed - When you're in pain, you let go. We may endure the pain for the first few times like he did, but as it grows more intense, we need to make ourselves to let it go, to protect ourselves... Although you might end up to be a loser, or to get anything you're after, you just let go. When you couldnt bear with the pain anymore, you just give up. Not saying to give up completely, but at least, you let yourself to recover, you make time for it to goes away, for future, for yourself, for everyone that loves you and you love. It is not stupid to give up; in fact, I s'ppose it's a part of our growing process. We learn that way - even in our human reflexes, when we touch something hot, we move away. This, is what we're s'ppose to learn isnt it? 

Chong Wei, ga yao for the olympic! 

It might seem pretty stupid to realize all these from a simple badminton match huh? Owhh well =) I'm pretty much born as a thinker. Pardon me...

Saturday. Rainy. Night.


Sitting here posting some stuff. Went all the way down to Klang again yesterday night, planned to have some sort of small reunion before a friend of mine move to Melbourne. It didn't went well, due to the ultra complicated friendships between them. A very big sigh. Seeing them, becoming friends to strangers, to best friends, and now becoming back a complete stranger to each other again. This suck, totally! All the memories fading, all the bonds breaking, all the connections becoming weaker and weaker. 


Well, there's a saying in Chinese - 天下无不散之宴席, which means the fate between each of us, will end one day, eventually. Hmmphh! I'm not quite a believer for this, but yesterday night surprised me. All of them, using tactics, thinking ways and trying their best to "unfriend" each other. Yes, not wrong - unfriend. I was like, wtf weihhh. We're growing adults  teenagers, fuck all these stupid things laaa. Again, I'm not really in a position to say this, but all these strange feelings, I hope you can go away quickly. It suffocates me, like, seriously. 


Anyway, good news ahead! Since my friend are moving to Melbourne next month, he proposed that he could tag me along in the future if I wanna do further study or working holiday there! Taking a culinary course only cost about $14k for a 2 years program, and you only have a day class in a week! Arghhhh. Somehow I feel like giving it a try, maybe taking a sub course, or watever. Well, better get the ass up and start planning the US WTA before any further plans! 


Sunny, may you have a good day  year ahead k?
It lies in my own hand. I know that.
Gimme time. Have faith in me =)